Then you came along

I've been thinking about you, a lot

As if you were a far away memory or something I made up

Will I ever speak to you again, I wonder constantly

Oh how much you've been consuming my mind in the sneakiest of ways

It wasn't healthy what we did

We tried to take a plunge

I was following an unnatural impulse yet it felt nothing but right

An intense and quick act

I've never seen such a brief glimpse of a soul

You were in reach, then you disappeared without me

What good did it do us in the end

Creating a what-if

I think it could've been something beautiful

Oil and water could have finally mixed

But you were stubborn, stuck in the universal reality

I could have created a new reality for you

We could have

Look what you did, what heavy emotional baggage you put on me

.... . . .But, will I ever see you again?

This is what's been churning in my mindful channels

The world drops you in my way on this current day

My heart caved in and my lungs plummeted

A short of breath.