We're bACKKK.

I've been thinking about abandonment lately. What it's like to leave things you know. What IF you pretended to be a blob of matter and when you interact with someone, their goodness is shown in a higher power. You forget all about your Self and absorb another's greatness. You have a child-like curiosity to someone else's way of living. To refresh your outlook. Leave the ego of judgement and just be.

Or about overindulgence. I just made the realization of overindulging in human beings. For someone to take up so much of your time and thoughts. What IF you could restrict yourself. Make things feel sweeter in miniscule portions. Be selective rather than welcoming the whole. To feel light about these things. If you were to allow them to effect you in a shift instead of a rumble. To build your Self by gradual slanted lines than trying with forced over-rotation. A perfect circle is indeed made of slight lines. I think this passage just made me fall in love with circles.

Or to love. What IF you were there for people more than they were there for you. If you showed such kindness and thoughtfulness. It is tiresome, yes I know, but this is where we arrive back at being selective.

So these are goals within a goal that I made. To be strong enough to fall weak and act ever so lightly. To be receptive, to hold my arms out for as long as I can.